about diffrence

 hello anxitey blog ,

 i have had extreme anxitey since i was 8 and has stopped me from socialising and going to school i can barely talk to anyone i dont know, it has made my life more difficult and without being able to talk to anyone abt my day , so ive decied to blog even tho im not entirely sure how blogging works😓.

i dont have alot of friends i talk to anymore since the others kinda left me out and blamed it on my anxitey, and i miss the part of me where i would have confidence to pull off a skirt or a croptop or a dress, now all i wear in hoodies and baggy pants .

im also very diffrent from girls nowdays, i dont have the face to pull of make up so i dont wear any, i dont like talking abt boys or how apearances look, i like talking abt anime and gaming , sometimes zombies and old games from the 2000s, i spend more time in my room than talking to anyone cause i dont rlly have anyone to talk to that isnt my parents or brother, and sometimes i find it sad my life has come to a point were i barely talk but my voice is only for the people who would wanna listen to me.

ive been bullied harshly for being diffrent but i didnt rlly get the point of it it didnt effect me neither will it ever cause all i care abt would be defeating the next boss in starwars the old republic or making it home to watch a e-sports team, but ig its okay to be diffrent, i mean it would be a pretty boring world if we were all the same.

i hope i´ll find someone who´ll listen to my story and what i like to do :D.